[-empyre-] sex death love - on AGEING

Tue Oct 1 00:18:16 AEST 2019

thank you  Shu Lea for recalling Sandy’s legendary performance. It’s also
described in the book I’m writing about right now: Time is a thing a body
moves through by T. Fleischmann. The book is a lovely meditation on Felix
Gonzales Torres among other things.

It had not occurred to me that when I saw Sandy perform she would have been
about the age I am now. I don’t know why I  like the thought of that.

They say transition is a second puberty but I like to think puberty is a
transition also. So is menopause. Transition is just a thing our bodies do.
They mess with the times if the body.

I do feel like I am both 58 and 18 at the same time. My 18 year old self is
going out dancing at raves and doing drugs and making out with strangers
while my 58 year old self is doing her best to keep her safe.

My 18 year old self is making a lot of friends who are a little older and
wiser on her timeline. On the other timeline they all seem to be 30 years
old, where my 58 year old self marvels at how advanced they are compared to
when I (we) were 30. The kids are all right. They are oblivious to what
will hit them if the world endures long enough for them to be 58 and I’m
reluctant to tell them too much.

On Mon, Sep 30, 2019 at 9:23 AM Shu Lea Cheang <shulea at earthlink.net> wrote:

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> Dear Annie
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> Thank you.
>
> Very courageous for posting here on this particular topics and i also
> thank Miha, Ana, Murat, Alan, Ruth, Simon, Theresa and Sandy who share
> their very personal thoughts on this. I do want us to feel here at -empyre-
> soft skinned space, among our colleagues (contemporaries), we can bring
> these issues up. Being naked, vulnerable and brave. For a long time. i have
> not thought it is possible to bring my sex work (my side job as scifi porn
> filmmaker) or queer/gender issues into 'legitimate' media forum discussion.
> I am glad this september here at -empyre-, we make a step forward.
>
> Without getting into penetration, Sandy's orgasmic performance in which
> she relocates her G-spot to her palm, rubbing it (masturbate) to arrive at
> orgasm with public encouragement. Sandy was performing this act in pretty
> much all major media conferences in the 90s,to recall this act, Sandy must
> be in her late 50s at the time? She has virtually repositioned her orgasmic
> power.
>
> Sandy Stone on interaction, interface and Desire.
> https://duplox.wzb.eu/docs/panel/sandy.html
>
> best
>
> sl
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> On 30.09.19 12:32, Annie Abrahams wrote:
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> Hi all,
>
> Trying to look back at these few days I notice it is difficult to treat
> the subject of "sexuality and age" in public. I read some very touching
> stories on ageing (Simon, Ana), but we only sidewise touched on sexuality,
> on the kind (what kind?) that goes with old age.
>
> We only sidewise touched on sexuality, on the kind (what kind?) that goes
> with old age. But that is a construct (Miha). Thanks to Ruth for
> encouraging me, for pointing to how politic the subject is and to how
> body-chemistry permanently changes the way it feels to be alive, and in
> relation to other people, that it opens up whole new dimensions of relating
> and resonating with the world, whilst leaving behind others. From Murat's
> reaction I learned how awfully difficult it is to discuss the subject in
> public.
> I think I will go on researching, but I will try to create safer
> conditions. It feels necessary and I am not afraid to fail (nothing to
> loose :)). If so, I will contact some of you again. I will need diversity.
> If someone else on the list would be interested or can give me tips for a
> "how to" please write me a personal mail.
>
> Ageing goes with loss as Murat said.
> Socializing our houses and our ageing (Ana) won't be done for us, so yes
> we should start making kin, taking care (Sandy) early.
> It can also be an opportunity. It is an opportunity for resilience and
> change.
>
> Shu Lea thank you very much for giving me the opportunity to mutate my
> anger to an interesting exchange.
>
> Ps.
> I would love to see the exhibition Alan dreams of - Anger is a force ....
>
>
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> On Mon, Sep 30, 2019 at 10:29 AM Allucquere Rosanne Stone <
> sandy at sandystone.com> wrote:
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>> I just returned from dinner with a robust, boisterous group of people who
>> live in cohousing.  They decided to follow Donna's injunction to "make
>> kin", and they're successful at it. People of many ages, many professions,
>> including the elderly and the differently abled.  They care for each other.
>>
>> I helped build and help run a community radio station that brings
>> together people of many ages and many ability levels to keep alive our
>> motto "many voices, one station".  We care for each other.
>>
>> Instead of looking outward at the horrors perpetrated by our society on
>> the old and sick and different and differently abled, we look inward and
>> build our own for our own.  It's extremely hard, it's dangerous, it's
>> possible to fail.  But if we don't make kin, if we don't take care of our
>> own, no one will.  To that, I dedicate a large portion of my life. Let
>> others point out how awful life can be for the elderly, and let others try
>> to understand what can be done and how to do it.  In the warping presence
>> of the destructive forces of capital, in the face of all of patriarchy's
>> evil, we'll simply do all we can to continue to make kin and to care for
>> each other.
>>
>> That's all I have to say on the topic of aging.
>>
>> Sandy
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